happy or sad ?????

my blog is totally dead...cant revive my blog edi... should i be happy or sad for her?????? haiz... i wonder love a person is so complicated and suffering... although i love her...but she wont know it..maybe she's thinking i'm joking with her ????? but i really do love and care for her... hope my dreams can come true...and i believe miracles do happen... so just hope it will come true...